Sorry....

I saw many people's blog n felt that they are same feeling with me now...
I don't know what can I do for u,
I knew that I keep waiting , don't think and miss you too much...
Because I did something without measure will make you scared...
I don't want our result is like that...
You keep saying you want we can apply one's mind to study...
Well, I will try my best n do what you want...
Hope you can get the feeling back...

If time can be control by us, I wish , I can turn back to the time 8.9.2007 , 2:59 PM that day... But how can I control the time???
Who can teach me???
Although I grew up already...
I still keeping to think that can turn back before???
When I young,
I kept to think I want grow up and dating when I am University or College... But I grew up,
Why I am scared fail in dating ???
Why I am scared college life???

You called me don't need change myself...
But i think that I need to change myself...
Because I knew my weaknesses , I didn't change that make you scared of me...
I MUST CHANGE MYSELF NOW...
I DON'T WANT MY FRIENDS SCARED ME AND LEAVE ME LIKE YOU...
I SHOULD CHANGE...

I also happy now...
Because I knew that what the result I have if I don't change my attitude...
Thank you all my friends still keeping support and relate with me so well ,
And my friends didn't hate my bad attitude...
Thanks My friends...
I felt regret also , Because I didn't change myself EARLIER...
So I have a sticky end....
NOW I WILL CHANGE...

I also will concern of my study...
Because I knew that what you want me do...
I came KL for 1 aim, That is - STUDY...
I will do what you want...
I think that you also clearly knew what I want...
Hope u can give me the answer I want...