Future Better? Now Better?

Nowadays, College asks us to choose either Advance Diploma in Commerce (ICSA) or Advance Diploma in Business Administration...

This is an important decision for me because this is about my future life...

Currently, I am a Diploma In Business Administration Student....

I don't know what decision I should make...

I ask my family, friends even my darling ( actually my Darling is Engineering Student, I know it is difficult for him to help me)...

FINALLY, I made the decision on my own...

The final answer is I choose Advance Diploma In Commerce ( ICSA)...

My future maybe wil be a company secretary...

That is a position I am looking forward now...

The most important that I am wishing I can can earn as many money as I can...

Because I waste money always, So I have to earn more money for my parents, sister, darling...

Although they are not needing my money...

If I graduate in September, my advance diploma wil be start on September too...

I am looking forward to my future...

If I graduate in Diploma, I should make a decision that should I go UK for further study?

If I go, my salary will be more higher..@@

I will try my best to be an independent girl..

My darling always worry me that can i be an independent girl...

So he brings me along to go out with his friends..

I know my Darling treat me very very very nice...

He don't want to see I study so stress, he brought me to watch movie on last weekend although I have 2 tests on the following week..

Actually, I give myself many many stress, I want my stress to push me to study harder...

I don't want my parents disappointed...

That's why I always cry in front of notes or books..

I choose ICSA for my future that is a tough way for myself...

It is studying about LAW, ACCOUNTING,FINANCIAL...

OMG~LAW, FINANCIAL, these 2 are my weakest subject...

But I choose it, I must try my best to get it pass..

My sis already start to further study for her accounting paper for auditor life...

So I must try, I must put my effort, If not, SUCCESS won't appear in front of my life...

I MUST TRY!!!

Bad friends, Bitch, I will far away from urs...

I hate u all...

I will treat all my cuttie, sweety, and kind friends very well..

Nowadays, I am trying to find contest to win a CAR for myself..

I wish I have a car, then I won't leave in hostel, I wil move to live with my sis or move out form hostel to live with my friends..

BUT can I?

I wan win a car to let those BITCH disappointed, let them sad..

haha..

I am still considering should I join?

And I LOVE Mango so much...

I want shopping...

SIS, Pls bring me go when u free on this weekend..

I am looking forward...=)